Langkawi day 1~~

went to langkawi last week... first day, didn't really do anything... went to school, was the second to come... first was kar mei~~ so early... went there like 6.00?? idk... waited a long while then everyone came~ chatted with tiong oon and weng loong... then it was time to go to the bus.. waited again... cuz jern and carmen came damn late... waited in the bus... long time... wanted to sleep in there... so boring...

after like 2 hours? i think... we stopped at some stupid R&R.... i dunno whats an R&R... its what edward said we're stoppin there... whatever la... saw the 6K guys there.. in the playground... playin like no tomorrow... lol.. so childish.... popo say: 这样才会有童年吗…… lol.. kinda true... hehe...

went back to the bus... sitting there was like torture~wanted to sleep, cannot sleep... haih... reached the other side of penang, i think, edward said that... then we ate lunch there... er... can't rmb the restaurant's name... made our ''bak kut teh'' haha.. see the pic in facebook la... so gross... kl and ivan they all mixed the food all in one cup.. i know... ewwww... ivan kena marah cuz of that... lol...

reached alor setar, i think... went to mahathir's old house... zi xuan was like 想歪 WHATEVER~ xy saw all the needles... she was like: ouch... the needles were friggin huge! ouch....

then we went to the rice museum.. took pix of the wall drawing thingy... so real... wow.. the painters so pro... took pix again... like crazy... wheee~ haha... me and deb bullied popo... haha... is she ur jie or popo? haha... our popo now...

then it was time to go langkawi~~ sat the ferry, so damn fun~ called misa in the ferry... weng loong called, not me... he did it cuz of zhi shen i guess.... not letting go? idk... asked her what she want for her bday present... everything~~ wth... im not THAT rich to buy you everything largh... haih...

reached langkawi, strait away went to eat dinner... er... lobster restaurant i think.... cool eh? haha... kar yan and hwee veng were scared over some cute little kitten... WTH.. so cute... still so scared... babies...

went to the hotel... kl's room were sorta against our room... idk why... who cares anyway? the bathtub was so dirty.. ewww... din dare to bath in it... ewwwww... first night was boring... watched tv... until 12... ashley n annie went to our room.. long story... ask them urselves... haha.. luckily they're not dead... haha... then i fell asleep...

first day~ end...

LONG TIME NO SEE~~

wow... never posted in this blog for dunno how many years~ so many things happened in the past few weeks~ gonna post all of them one by one~ so, gotta be patient!!

er... where to start? er... children's day~=a day to remember! its the last one i'm ever gonna have and it was the BEST! morning was DDC so we performed~ honestly, we did GREAT~ wow... ashley said we very "qi".. which was sorta true... gotta video of it too! took my cam to school, took like 50 over pix... nothing to do... literally... all of them in facebook~

tiong oon, jern, ivan and nic...me and king juan~

then, the curve on sunday~ one of the guys fong fei kei... left me all alone~ beh song~ the rest... misa, zhi ann, adeline and Jillian... lunch at sakae sushi... jillian ordered her favourite Salmon Don~ Adeline ate tempura... Jillian's nightmare~ evil adeline~ next was the movie: the fourth kind... about it? some alien show... no comment... adeline belanja popcorn and coke~ ^^ then it was snooker~ the best part! actually i don't really noe how to play snooker... just simply playing... misa is the pro at it... she taught us how to play~ pro... after a few tries, i got the hang of it... then we went to ikano to see Jillian's sugar glider.. then went to popular... then i went back... now more pix! snooker pix~

jillian and zhi ann in sakae sushi~

the pro at snooker~

the rest in facebook~

monday~ ddc results and i'm not happy bout it... >.<

so yeah... thats it... theres still report card day that was so damn boring... luckily i went home earlier... BTW: no.6 in class... stop askin!

^^~ryan

YOU ♥

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everything's okay

I'm finally now believing...

'Cause everything you do and words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And now I'm left with nothing

-boys like girls, taylor swift

two is better than one

haizzz i seriously am confused.... love... what can u say bout it? everything i do makes me think of HER... nvm... it doesn matter.... love triangles... bahhh... hate that... somehow, im involved in one... man... this sucks... you gotta hurt people, get hurt, friendships broken, lie... bla bla bla bla bla... -i sound weird... but its true..- sometimes epople say i have a gf but that just makes it worse... I DONT HAVE ONE!!!!!!!! shud i make this bigger? come on people! dont listen to those freakin rumours! took one of the fb quizzes, " are you in love?", my result... yes... bla bla bla bla bla... and it all started again... a lot of people commented on that.... "why never tell me?".... "who is it?"... then some started guessin... haizzz... this really sux! seems like the song waiting for yesterday is true... yesterday does make it stronger... if only... BTW: i changed that to my msn name... ^^

yesterday can make it stronger~ ryan

WHOAH...

so.... we are finally finishing the dance moves for DDC edi... wakakaka~ i only learnt it in one day! i so pro!~ the first day i didn't come so i only knew the dance moves today.... and i more or less did it! wheeeeeee~ *applause* all thanks to ash! she must be having a headache! thinking of the moves sure is hard.... but our class is still a mess.... why ash go and purposely put syuen yang, wei hong and jon beng in one line?! dont you noe that they will just talk and play and talk and play?! they dont even consentrate! anyways, i finally got to see jern dancing his solo~ he is so damn freakin' pro! can do shuffle and the dunno what move at the same time.... dont forget the baby-freeze thingy! then kah lok and ivan are also gonna do the baby-freeze thing... kewl~ good luck on the DDC guys! dont give up!

im considering changing my blog skin... looking for a nice one from blogskins.com .... but i cant find one.. T.T misa... where are you when i really need you to help?! -screams- at least i noe how to do it myself now... wait should i even change the skin? please leave a comment in the cbox...

darn! the day i didn't come was the day ben left for vietnam.... wanted to give him something but its too late... TT he will come back will he? misa... answer me....

so im done for the day... bye~

good night!

~ryan ^o^

MY HANDS

Accidentally, on purpose
I dropped my watch behind the tire
Threw my alarm clock inside the fireplace
Yeah, and I put the parental control on,
On the news and the weather channel
I'm outside in my robe I'm looking for you, oh

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can

But it's harder to hold on to your hands than the hands of time
I need a hand, girl, I'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of mine
I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here, open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hold on, oh hold on
Baby hold on (to my hands)
Hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands)
Don't let go

I don't think this is working
Squeezing so hard my hands are hurting
Ought to let go in the first place
And I put the phone on the front lawn
Everything that shows time is gone
I'm outside in this cold
Still looking for you

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can

But it's harder to hold on to your hands than the hands of time
I need a hand girl, I'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of mine, I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hold on, oh hold on
Baby hold on (to my hands)
Hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands)
Don't ever let me go

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can

But it's harder to hold on to your hands than the hands of time
I need a hand girl, I'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of mine, I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hold on, hold on
Baby hold on (to my hands)
Can you hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands)
Don't let go
Can you hold on to my hands

YOU CAN

Take me where I've never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come
To those who wait

Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

If you asked me, I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Baby, when you look at me
Tell me what do you see?
Are these the eyes of someone
You could love?

'Cause everything that brought me here
Well, not it all seems so clear
Baby, you're the one that I've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love

Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes
Bring me to my knees and make me cry
And no one's ever done this
Everything was just a lie and I know, yes, I know

This is where it all begins
So tell me it will never end
I can't fool myself
It's you and no one else

If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Show me that good things come
To those who wait

WAITING FOR YESTERDAY

You and me, all alone, girl
What's going on?
Would you tell me what's wrong?
It's like you're locked up in your own world
Ooh, with nothin' to say

You keep me guessing but I see in your eyes
He made you promises but gave you lies
You're shutting down because you're so sure
That I'll be another mistake

I know that he left you in pieces
You know that I won't be that way
I'm not gonna treat you like he did
Ooh, whatever it takes

You think history is repeated
You keep on pushing me away
Oh, but nothing's gonna change
Waiting for yesterday

Is it worth it any longer?
So scared of falling again
Yesterday can make you stronger
So, why do you feel alone?

You know I love better than he ever did
This could be all you ever needed
Hold onto me and just remember
Ooh no, never let go

I know that he left you in pieces
You know that I won't be that way
I'm not gonna treat you like he did
Ooh, whatever it takes

You think history is repeated
You keep on pushing me away
Oh, but nothing's gonna change
Waiting for yesterday

I'm the one for you tonight
I'm the one for you forever
If it takes a little time
(Whatever it takes)

I'm the one for you tonight
I'm the one for you forever
If it takes a little time
(Whatever it takes)

I know that he left you in pieces
You know that I won't be that way
I'm not gonna treat you like he did
Ooh, whatever it takes

You think history is repeated
You keep on pushing me away
Oh, but nothing's gonna change
Waiting for yesterday

I know that he left you in pieces
You know that I won't be that way
I'm not gonna treat you like he did
Ooh, whatever it takes

You think history is repeated
You keep on pushing me away
Oh, but nothing's gonna change
Waiting for yesterday