Sunsets:)

Ooh i love the sky too much. Somehow it makes me think of you, so beautiful, so mesmerizing.One day i'm gonna touch the sky:)

Sunsets are my favourite:)

Langkawi last year. EPIC. Somewhere in the harbour.

Cfcamp in Peacehaven ♥ ♥

Brenda: Is it just me or does this look like Cloudy with a chance of meatballs? :)

The sky is huge. Full of things that we might not even know of. Its as beautiful as you:)

hapeeee teaaachaahs day~

So. Friday was Teacher's Day.. as Cheng Choon said, it was boring.

Went there at like 7.00, WAS'NT LATE~ weee. Went to canteen, the guys weren't there, so lepak-ed at the girls table? hmmm.. think again. I just went there to give back the project. lawl. Cikgu Zul was right in the next table. He asked me to go find him. at first i thought i was in trouble.. or something. But instead i was asked a really really noob question.

Teacher: That girl your girlfriend? *points at Rebekah*

Me: NONONONONONONONONNONO! Owwhh. WTH

After that was like a telematch game in the school field, but honestly, I knew it was gonna be boring, that is, unless if a teacher falls down. ( yeah I know I'm evil ) XD Sat there waiting for someone to at least fall off but eventually got bored. Went to help the CF instead, they were making fans! oooohhh. i could've really used one. :(

The rest I only remember Ziyoong singing some malay song, which I didn't know what he was singing but all I knew that he did AWESOME. ohhyeeahhyeah those three girl dancing were HOT as in seriously hottt. And CF-- Elaine, Brenda and Erin were AWESOMEEE.

Err.. can't remember the rest anymore. XD

bye.

Party like a rock star~

imma seriously party sick:P weeee~ the childish lame me is back again~XD

reached ZiLing's house at umm.. *checks watch* 1.30 I think. turns out i' was late. again. stepped in the house and got sprayed by Jen with that SUPERR AWESOME water gun. XD then started the pour my Kickapoo on Melanie. haha. i ended up all wet with beer. ><

Then the party really started~ truth or dare. got wet alr. started splashing water with water guns. XD Ziyoong mixed the flour with Kickapoo and tomato sauce? O_O" felt like puking so badly.. when Penny arrived she was alr all covered with the "shit" that Ziyoong made. poor Penny.XD

went to the park. yay. truth or dare again. poor Ally had to"kiss" Ethan. LOL Ziling was like starstruck after "hugging" Ethan haha. NingShuen's so evil. :D Rebekah dared Edward to hold Melanie's hand and walk around the park. obviously, they didn't do it. Luckily i didn't get dared to do anything. phew.

after that was like photo time. haha. Alexia and Kaelynne were our photographers. pushed Melanie off the swing. wheee. finally got my revenge~ we were like in two separate gangs. the first one was like taking photos, the second one, which consists of like 5 ppl? chatting. HAHA (: me, Ally, Melanie, Penny and Ethan. just chatting.

they said we were flirting. O_O"

the flour stuck on my hair for 2 days. == wuddahell.

jump~ wheeeeeeee.

me, Penny, Melanie, Ally and Ethan:)

this all started by saying "next year 2 Mawar!" LOL

Jump higher~ hehe :D

Crazzyy~

Finally exams are over. -phew- somehow i actually studied. :O rare sight. very rare. but whatever goes in my mind ends up with whatever that has to do with her. sejarah, flipping through the pages but in my mind is just HER, HER, her, her.. owhhh, why must it be so hard? to move on, let go. can't get you out of my mind.

exam time, and WHOAH i actually knew the answers. Thank GOD Melanie's sitting next to me. (: i got to sleep. Finally. i dreamt of her. again. in class.. hope i wasn't like mumbling her name. :| not like the last time in Langkawi i sang Zero Gravity in my sleep. :D haha.

after KH exam was over the whole school was like in party mode~ bell rings, and i was like in a water fight alr~ bwahaha. splashed yan yan till she was all wet. lotsa other victims too haha. Diane, WeiEe, Ally, Melanie, Edward, Penny.. didn't splash misa. ): haha. imma evil. XD

Life.

So, hey again. So yeah, exam's over, and I'm free now:) Long time since a post, kinda lazy though. ^^

*rewinds*

Three weeks ago, it was PMR so hada change classes. Angsana-ians school time was Tuesday and Friday. Tuesday, class was 5 Cempaka, and I've gotta say, that.class.is.awesome:)

Damn, i totally regret bringing my cam. >:( the sunset there, was mesmerizing. seriously. I somehow love to just stare at the sky, sunsets, clouds or just the stars i LOVE the sky. So that day's sunset was epic. Kinda like a portrait in the sky:) Melanie somehow decided to skip school, ditch the RIMECA gang? She.is.heartless. Rawrr. Anyways, Tuesday was awesome. Truth or dare, Me, Edward, Elina, Beck, Ally, Alis and Isaac:) never humiliated myself so much. Hada dance some weird dance around Jean, Jing and Penny. TORTURE.

Friday wasn't as fun though. Kinda boring actually. Nothing interesting that day. YAWNNN.

Till the next post:)

Secrets

" I'm lying to the world, pretending to be someone i'm not. but the world actually.. likes it."

everybody's asking the same question. haihh.. just wish they'll stop. i wish i actually had a chance, so tomorrow's the big day! turns out i'm emo-er and emo-er these days.. thank God my sis can un-emo me. most of the time its just thinking of her. somehow, the whole world knows about me and her.. everybody's telling me to let go but i tried, hey, i'm crazy, for you. continued writing my songs since i'm emo-ing. hmm.. nothing really to post about so yeah. bye.

random quote:

ryan: wow.. ur so leng zai for sure kao lui very pro huh?

jumyuen: you more pro.. always kao 6 in 1time.. want me to list out all of them?

ryan: .______.

maybe this time?

i made up my mind. i'm letting go. but honestly, i don't see that happening. never in a billion years. yeah, smile, whats the use of crying? yeah.. i made something for her but she'll accept it? yeah. right. haihhh.. everybody's couple-ing and i'm the only single one. why is it so harddd?

imagine me letting go. and all that i've done has been wasted. maybe i can just like you? i don't know why i like you. its just that i like you. :)

"After all that you just wanna let go?"-melanie.

everybody has troubles letting go right? yeah. helllpp meeee. i needa hang out more with my friends. hope that some girl will just appear in my life.

"i don't want you to avoid me. but i want us to just stay friends. stay in my life?"

choosing a jerk like him over me=bad mistake.