YOU ♥

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everything's okay

I'm finally now believing...

'Cause everything you do and words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And now I'm left with nothing

-boys like girls, taylor swift

two is better than one

haizzz i seriously am confused.... love... what can u say bout it? everything i do makes me think of HER... nvm... it doesn matter.... love triangles... bahhh... hate that... somehow, im involved in one... man... this sucks... you gotta hurt people, get hurt, friendships broken, lie... bla bla bla bla bla... -i sound weird... but its true..- sometimes epople say i have a gf but that just makes it worse... I DONT HAVE ONE!!!!!!!! shud i make this bigger? come on people! dont listen to those freakin rumours! took one of the fb quizzes, " are you in love?", my result... yes... bla bla bla bla bla... and it all started again... a lot of people commented on that.... "why never tell me?".... "who is it?"... then some started guessin... haizzz... this really sux! seems like the song waiting for yesterday is true... yesterday does make it stronger... if only... BTW: i changed that to my msn name... ^^

yesterday can make it stronger~ ryan

WHOAH...

so.... we are finally finishing the dance moves for DDC edi... wakakaka~ i only learnt it in one day! i so pro!~ the first day i didn't come so i only knew the dance moves today.... and i more or less did it! wheeeeeee~ *applause* all thanks to ash! she must be having a headache! thinking of the moves sure is hard.... but our class is still a mess.... why ash go and purposely put syuen yang, wei hong and jon beng in one line?! dont you noe that they will just talk and play and talk and play?! they dont even consentrate! anyways, i finally got to see jern dancing his solo~ he is so damn freakin' pro! can do shuffle and the dunno what move at the same time.... dont forget the baby-freeze thingy! then kah lok and ivan are also gonna do the baby-freeze thing... kewl~ good luck on the DDC guys! dont give up!

im considering changing my blog skin... looking for a nice one from blogskins.com .... but i cant find one.. T.T misa... where are you when i really need you to help?! -screams- at least i noe how to do it myself now... wait should i even change the skin? please leave a comment in the cbox...

darn! the day i didn't come was the day ben left for vietnam.... wanted to give him something but its too late... TT he will come back will he? misa... answer me....

so im done for the day... bye~

good night!

~ryan ^o^

MY HANDS

Accidentally, on purpose
I dropped my watch behind the tire
Threw my alarm clock inside the fireplace
Yeah, and I put the parental control on,
On the news and the weather channel
I'm outside in my robe I'm looking for you, oh

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can

But it's harder to hold on to your hands than the hands of time
I need a hand, girl, I'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of mine
I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here, open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hold on, oh hold on
Baby hold on (to my hands)
Hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands)
Don't let go

I don't think this is working
Squeezing so hard my hands are hurting
Ought to let go in the first place
And I put the phone on the front lawn
Everything that shows time is gone
I'm outside in this cold
Still looking for you

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can

But it's harder to hold on to your hands than the hands of time
I need a hand girl, I'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of mine, I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hold on, oh hold on
Baby hold on (to my hands)
Hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands)
Don't ever let me go

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can

But it's harder to hold on to your hands than the hands of time
I need a hand girl, I'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of mine, I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hold on, hold on
Baby hold on (to my hands)
Can you hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands)
Don't let go
Can you hold on to my hands

YOU CAN

Take me where I've never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come
To those who wait

Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

If you asked me, I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Baby, when you look at me
Tell me what do you see?
Are these the eyes of someone
You could love?

'Cause everything that brought me here
Well, not it all seems so clear
Baby, you're the one that I've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love

Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes
Bring me to my knees and make me cry
And no one's ever done this
Everything was just a lie and I know, yes, I know

This is where it all begins
So tell me it will never end
I can't fool myself
It's you and no one else

If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Show me that good things come
To those who wait

WAITING FOR YESTERDAY

You and me, all alone, girl
What's going on?
Would you tell me what's wrong?
It's like you're locked up in your own world
Ooh, with nothin' to say

You keep me guessing but I see in your eyes
He made you promises but gave you lies
You're shutting down because you're so sure
That I'll be another mistake

I know that he left you in pieces
You know that I won't be that way
I'm not gonna treat you like he did
Ooh, whatever it takes

You think history is repeated
You keep on pushing me away
Oh, but nothing's gonna change
Waiting for yesterday

Is it worth it any longer?
So scared of falling again
Yesterday can make you stronger
So, why do you feel alone?

You know I love better than he ever did
This could be all you ever needed
Hold onto me and just remember
Ooh no, never let go

I know that he left you in pieces
You know that I won't be that way
I'm not gonna treat you like he did
Ooh, whatever it takes

You think history is repeated
You keep on pushing me away
Oh, but nothing's gonna change
Waiting for yesterday

I'm the one for you tonight
I'm the one for you forever
If it takes a little time
(Whatever it takes)

I'm the one for you tonight
I'm the one for you forever
If it takes a little time
(Whatever it takes)

I know that he left you in pieces
You know that I won't be that way
I'm not gonna treat you like he did
Ooh, whatever it takes

You think history is repeated
You keep on pushing me away
Oh, but nothing's gonna change
Waiting for yesterday

I know that he left you in pieces
You know that I won't be that way
I'm not gonna treat you like he did
Ooh, whatever it takes

You think history is repeated
You keep on pushing me away
Oh, but nothing's gonna change
Waiting for yesterday

CRAZIER

I've never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Til' you opened the door
And there's so much more
I'd never seen it before
I was tryin' to fly but I couldn't find wings
But you came along and changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me Crazier Crazier Crazier

I watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier

Ohhhh

Baby you showed me what livin' is for
I don't wanna hide anymore
Oh Ohh

You lift my feet off the ground
You take me away
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier
Crazier Crazier

NEW SONGS

i added some songs in the mixpod.... im just stucked to these songs now so... here they are:

1. waiting for yesterday
2. you can
3. my hands
4. crazier -from the hannah montana movie, but luckily its not hannah montana-

so hope you guys like it! and the lyrics will be posted too so sing along!~ wheeeeeeeeeeeeee~

WHAT A MESS

yay~ quiet is emo again!!!!~ actually, not emo, just pissed, furious, anything that has to do with anger! 6C class is a mess just because of the dai dong chang only.... the whole class except the ones who are not in the competition is involved.... all because of that... ashley requested that we split up into groups and thats because ashley and adeline's ideas are all different... and another reason is because she hates adeline... i know this because ivan asked ashley to just stick to the old thing.. then she said: you think i want to be with that damn adeline?! i was just pissed at her..then teacher asked everyone to just go to the side they want to be in -good side bad side- wakaka~ then everyone was split. adeline's side was the good side -to me- ... her group was mainly girls and three or four guys WTH -including me- ashley's group mainly guys -all cuz they all want to play- and natalie... then she pulled some of the girls to her group -unfair- i didn't want to go there cuz all they would do is just play play play and play.... so then we all started the "practice" everyone was just doing their own stuff -what kind of class is this?- then jillian, me, HZ and jia min were just comforting adeline, mainly cuz she was emo... then teacher asked everyone to just go back to class... she rechosed the leader and it was ashley then kar mei and i were like upset cuz adeline's effort was just wasted.... the song and the moves were her idea and now ashley is gonna change the whole thing.... we'll just have to see how the dance is next wednesday....

and zi xuan is like always playing with kah lok they all... like he never even cared! and everytime there is pe, it will be basketball for them and the whole group is just them... its like they're just selfish cuz im not in.... and this is the same in the basketball competition too... its like double pissed! so im just left in the group with everyone i hate! so i guess im done.... the pic.... u just gotta wait >.<

the angry ryan,

c-ya!

MY LIFE... A MUSICAL?! >.<

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... and alot of the songs fit with the setting

Opening Credits: Good Girls Go Bad *O.O*

Waking Up: Up *er....*

First Day At School: Battlefield *true... first day of school is a BATTLEFIELD!! XP*
Falling In Love: Fallin' for you *ooooo~*

Fight Song: Zero Gravity *imagine fighting like that!*

Breaking Up: Crush *wrong song la..* anywayz.... and i noe this crush ain't going away.... i'm pretty sure it just did XP


Prom night: Touch My Hand *wheeee~*

Life: Jump -Flo Rida- *to where?*


Mental Breakdown: Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say) *yep! nothing else i can say!!! totally fits!*

Driving: Stickwitu -Pussycat Dolls- *im in the car la! BTW: who is u?*


Flashback: Hush Hush *er... what does that mean?*


Getting back together: I Wanna *whooooo~*


Wedding: Already Gone -Kelly Clarkson- *too bad... how to get married then?*


Birth of Child: I Wanna Know You -Miley Cyrus [eeeww]and David Archuleta~ - *shouldn't i know the baby already?*


Final Battle: 21 Guns *my battle weapon!*


Funeral Song: Big Girls Don't Cry *isn't it supposed to be big guys?*

Final Credits: Mama Do(uh oh uh oh) *uh-oh....*

1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this in your profile.

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
A Little Too Not Over You *o.o wrong song again....*

2.How would you describe yourself?
I Got A Feeling *woohoo~... what feeling?*

3. What do you like in a girl/guy?
Love Drunk *too young leh....*

4. How do you feel today?
A Thousand Miles *away from my dream T.T * heck, i can still dream right?

5. What is your life's purpose?
Party in The USA *too sick of Malaysia...*

6. What is your motto?
Waiting For Yesterday *totally true... the stuff at the past is better... anyone got a time-machine?*

7. What do your friends think of you?
Love Story *er... okay... love story?*

8. What do you think of your parents?
My Hands *what do my hands have to do with them?!*

9. What do you think about very often?
Your Eyes Don't Lie -David Archuleta~ - *sighs*

10. What is 2 + 2?
You Can *of course i can do that! =D*

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Let Me Go -David Archuleta~ again- *i should add a don't in front =O*

12. What do you think of the person you like?
You Belong With Me *wheeeeee~*

13. What do you love?
Decode *LUV this song*

No Boundaries *LUV it too!*

and all the songs in front!

wheeeeeeeeeeeeee~ trying to upload the pics i took of myself so be patient!