one less lonely me.

i'm like quoting everyone now :)

"that person is too lonely and bored so she go find someone to be "her own".

she says "I.L.Y" easily. too easily?"

-misa

owhhh. i'm so jealous. >< everyone has love... even the ones who don't need them have love and i'm like the only single guy. our gang is like.. everybody coupled before.. and all i can do is just stare at them couple-ing. why is it, that love for me. is so hard? my love life. is really complicated. all i can do is dream of us together. but i know, its not happening. i'm serious in love so no play play. serious here. to be honest, being single... SUCKS. i'm just gonna deal with it.

"if you love her doesn't mean you have to own her right?"

-wanteng

yeah. so. what. if i like you? heck. i just can dream of us. i know you don't like me. if i can see ur face, it means the world to me. if i can see ur smile i'll smile. if i can see you.. if i can see you..

"a person matures up after a break up with the one you love."

-me :D

i guess i'm counted? if everyone can couple, why can't i? i. am seriously. desperate. for love.

i. am. totally. losing. it. can i need you now?.. heck. i can't say it out loud, but yeah, i love you.

desperate.

ryan

not like me but totally me :D

this week was err... mixed. emo+happy+hyperr+crazzay+unhappy+good boy/bad boy=unbelievable~ was in a GREAT mood on the first part of the week. last few day then bad bad bad mood. haihhh..

monday was okay. edward moved to sit next to me. whooo~ so that means... me+the gang can like "keng gai" forever!! XD couldn't wait for chinese. can see her can alr. i still dunno why i don't dare to talk to her.. haihhh.. it was`raining. so no assembly. whoo~suddenly ammar sing i gotta feeling~ whole class sang man. best class ever~ then pn.julie ask us to have assembly in the dewan instead. owwhh. bla bla bla talking talking.. then somehow zi yoong ended up on stage.. whoah.. assembly that time she was standing two rows away from me. felt safer ;D

tuesday? jie ally they all tried to ponteng but went back to class instead. alexia kept saying her name. it was like. WTH WTH WTH. and she was just there. WTH.

wed. edward exposed his secret. OMG. her and her? hahahahaaaaaa... finally his taste better a bit. ;D but honestly, me+hui san wote in the black book. "his taste is soooooo weird." "i noe. he just simply choose one girl and like her. weirdo!"

thurs. hui san has a boyfriend~ goshhh.. fought with rebek jie cuz she say i'm jealous that she has a bf. so. what. jealous of rebek+hui san cuz they have bfs. haihhh.. emo-ed the rest of the day.

fri. passed edwards secret to wan teng jie and li yen jie. yeah.. XD hui san broke after one hour. LOL.. is it still counted? hahaaaaa.. rebek broke same day. that was weird. real sisters man.. wan teng jie: why so emo on facebook one? she noes who its about. cik noraishah period. the gang all keng-ing. teacher kept calling us. RYAN!! REBEKAH!! EDWARD!! WEI HSIN!! 4 times man.. whoahh. never copied. ^^. turned into bad boy during secondary. XD then suddenly we all emo. rebek ended up crying. cuz that childish idiot. haihh.. huji san. thinking of her bfs? ally already in a bad mood. so emo also. carmen was like staring at her. me leh.. thinking of her. drawing some emo pic. thinking bout what would have happened if it really happened.. imagining it alr.

told u it was emo.

" i try so hard too let go of the things you said, but turns out i keep thinking of it. how can i get better for you? i keep thinking of you. ur eyes. ur smile. what a dream i'll have."

"do you know how hard i try to hide the pain inside?" guess wan teng jie can help me? elaine noes how it felt. haihhh.

HOW CAN I BE BETTER?! JUST FOR YOU?

RYAN.