Holes inside.

Don't walk away from me.

Sometimes I just feel like a total failure. Some days, I just feel like the world had suddenly fallen apart and I'd start feeling sad for no reason, trying to pick the smallest fault and fussing over it. What she said, it was right. Sometimes I just feel like everything's all messed up and beyond my control, that I'd get stressed out for nothing. One thing I have to get over, is my negativity, and I guess I had to learn that the hard way.

Times like these I look at the sky, and remember that God created everything, and that He makes things happen for a reason. Sometimes I just feel so tiny, so insignificant to the world but then I remember that I have my friends with me, and I remember that they'll always be there for me, no matter what. That's why I love the sky, it reminds me how significant everything is, and that wounds heal, and scars fade. It reminds me that everything in life is beautiful, and that it is worth appreciating. That's why I love sunsets, sunrises, rainbows and stars. ( Call me childish, but I still have those little glow-in-the-dark stars stuck on my ceiling, because technically I'm sleeping under the stars, you know? ) Oh, and one day I want to sleep under the stars. Everything will be okay at the end, if its not okay, its not the end.

"That everything will be ok,

I know that it's so easy to say,

But the pain inside will fade,

Please tell me that you'll stay.

If we hold tight, shadows will be lost in the light.

Oh cos sometimes, fate and your dreams can collide.
When all that you've tried, leaves nothing but holes inside."

- Joe Brooks, Holes Inside.

When the sun rises, its really beautiful. Taken on the way to Catholic High for BK'11

I remember putting up the blinds in our hotel room window in Singapore after a huge storm, and this double rainbow comes out, and I was so excited because a double rainbow is really rare, yes rainbows are cool. Fortunately the room had a really good view of Singapore. Taken from the Ritz Carlton Hotel, Singapore.