These, are the people I'll forever cherish and love, forever. I miss the stereo bananas, I miss how we were the 'rebels' in class and that we were the ones playing random games in class while teacher's teaching. I miss everything about them. I miss when we'd make fun of each others crushes and tell each other about our dreams. I miss everything.
Everything's changed now, we're all separated, all into different classes. We seldom talk now, and its only occasionally when we bump to each other in the canteen or the hallways. We've moved on from our previous crushes and have fallen for different people. Fights and arguments start to occur. I just.. want everything to be back, the old way.
One of them, has been avoiding me thanks to her stupid boyfriend and she's blocked me on Twitter. I started thinking whether it was my fault because I might've cracked a harmless joke on her, and maybe she got a little too sensitive, and I can't help but blame myself again. She wasn't this sensitive person, that leaves her friends for love. She isn't the girl I knew, the girl I fell for a whole freaking year before I realised it wasn't worth it. I want the old her back.
Another has gotten me wondering why our friendship even exists. Always making mean remarks about what we have to say and always being rude to us. She must always brag that she has freaking branded stuff, well I just think she's spoilt. Plus, she's ALWAYS mean to a totally innocent friend of mine, and always treating her like she's her servant. She's turned to this really arrogant, self-centered person and we've started giving her a taste of her own medicine. Why, did we ever befriend her.
Just found out two months ago that my best friend has been dating for two and a half years and only now she tells us that its happening. Made me feel really alone, and then I started thinking, about why I'm still alone and constantly beating myself up for it.
Well now I'm changed, I've moved on, and started falling for this girl I met. Nothing has happened but its nice to know that I see her everyday, and it really brightens up my day when she smiled at me today.
My best friend has moved on from a guy that I really didn't think would work out, and I'm really happy for her. She fell for this guy in her class, and made the wrong/right decision to tell him (indirectly) and I'm really really proud of her for doing that. Although he's set eyes on another girl, but I really think they both will end up together.
My banana friend, had started fan-girling. Haha I know its normal, but she was a 'late bloomer' and we sometimes thought she was a lesbian. Its quite a big accomplishment, actually.
And lastly my best friend, its the first time seeing him like really awkward with a girl he liked, and feeling bad about it. I know its not quite a good thing, but he's finally growing up, and I was really proud of that.
So anyway, friends come and go, but memories stay the same. (needed some place to rant a bit so, hello)
'A best friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.'
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